iAmeliaTinaSwee.

A thank you to Geetha.

A support to SarahLee and Jocelyn.

A punch to Cheryl Teo for scaring herself with Seed of Chucky.

 

Crystal Ball - P!nk

(credits to Lyrics.net)

 

Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and round again.

Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace and
I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.

Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned.

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

Irony, irony, this hate and love, hate and love
What it does to me, what it's done to me.
What is done...done

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Broken mirrors and a black cats cold stare,
Walk under ladders on my way to hell, I'll meet you there.

But I'm not scared at all, hmm...I'm not scared at all.

Bout the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

 

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The cracks in the crystal ball represents how the future isnt "set in stone"

but to not fear the unknown but just accept it as it comes.

 

 

 

Lovely.

 

 

 

 

 

Dulce En Sue O,

Tina, out.

 

 

 

 

 

( why do i feel like im just a backup plan , a second option?   is our friendship put to the test

or am i just thinking too much?Maybe i'm not someone you can have fun with i guess.   i hate this feeling. )

A thank you to Geetha.

A support to SarahLee and Jocelyn.

A punch to Cheryl Teo for scaring herself with Seed of Chucky.

 

Crystal Ball - P!nk

(credits to Lyrics.net)

 

Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and round again.

Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace and
I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.

Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned.

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

Irony, irony, this hate and love, hate and love
What it does to me, what it's done to me.
What is done...done

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Broken mirrors and a black cats cold stare,
Walk under ladders on my way to hell, I'll meet you there.

But I'm not scared at all, hmm...I'm not scared at all.

Bout the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball

 

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The cracks in the crystal ball represents how the future isnt "set in stone"

but to not fear the unknown but just accept it as it comes.

 

 

 

Lovely.

 

 

 

 

 

Dulce En Sue O,

Tina, out.

 

 

 

 

 

( why do i feel like im just a backup plan , a second option?   is our friendship put to the test

or am i just thinking too much?Maybe i'm not someone you can have fun with i guess.   i hate this feeling. )

The weather is the one damn thing that i loathe the most now.

 

Actually i planned to skip school but ended up with flu

so i had to really miss school.-_______________-

SarahL isnt coming to school for two weeks

because she dislocated her knee.

take care girl!

But too bad she still has to come back

for that crappy chinese exam. ><

 

On thursday, after the cl aft prog,

i waited for winnie in the canteen

and then we went to meet up with bryan

and we three waited for sean and camille to arrive.

We discussed bout how to bond with the new

mass choir members.

This year ,there are about 25 new recruits,

so we are planning about a gathering in june

to celebrate the 4th anniversary of mass choir,

followed by praise and worship cum fellowship.

But we need to tackle some admin issues,

e.g. the teachers,principal and the booking

of rooms.

We also have to teach the newcomers parts

of hymns and also elect a new chair- and vice chairman.

So many things to be done and the olevels are coming too.

But i absolutely want masschoir to be active after

we seniors leave. So yeah, i pray,El Shaddai.

I hope the older seniors like Val, Dragon, Sharon,

Chris, Raph, NickLong, KhengH and many others can come.

The mass choir blog is seriously dead.

(inchristalonewestand.blogspot.com)

 

 

Ohwell,

off to play some online games.

 

Hasta Pronto.

 

 

 

 

Samuel crapping. Super short and ultra lame vids.i don't even know why im posting.

 

So Samuel is the Eunuch, Jocelyn is the empress dowager, I'm her deceased husband and

Daryl Song is the Commander. -_____-

 

The weather is just perfect for mosquitoes, a bout of flu, dry eyes and

a whole load of sauna-therapy.

 

Today the wasp came back again.

Apparently it laid its nest near Linjiunn's window,

which is like sooo close to mine so duuh,

i was scared out of my wits.

So everyone at that aisle shut their windows

and just as i was about to shut mine,

it came closer to my direction,

and i screamed like nobody's business.

So apparently i gave quite a number of peeps

waves of shock. Especially Rina and a tryingtosleep

Monkey Jo. Sorry girls.(:

 

So anyway, many lame stuffs happened today.

Like how I told Celestine to spare me 10cents

cause i didnt want to waste the dollar

and i was like " SPARE =  NO RETURN"

then after that, we went on the topic about

SPARING and BORROWING and eventually,

it turned out in heaps of laughter and crapping.

Cheryl's and Junhao's reactions were like "0.0" at the recess table.

I hid a waffle Daryl Song asked me to buy in my pocket

and you guessed it, it was squashed into a total UFO

that would make you go "EEEEEEEEEEEEW"

okay whatever.

 

And i tried to cut off a bit of Yonglin's hair today

in revenge of him cutting mine last year.

But i failed like an asshole.

 

During English lesson,Geetha and I were practically disfiguring

those models and people featured in Reader's Digest.

We were using redpens, black pens,markers and orange shinepens

to give them a total makeover.

i even tried the thick eyeliner that stretches and curves out and up

at the end on a model to give her the Amy Winehouse look.

Pity you ,lady, but you look great!

Then i changed the models' haircolour and extended their hair.

I even used a lip liner on one LUCKY model.

while Geetha eyelined them and orange-shined their hair.

Geetha suggested calling ourselves the "MAKE-DOWN ARTISTS"

or MDA, for short. ( didnt steal that from you, Media Dev Aut!)

 

(/edited)

Warning: Below is something even I myself wouldn't want to re-read.

READ ONLY IF YOU'RE BORED."

 

After school, Sarah Ng the Pigface and I went to KFC for lunch.

On the way.Sarah kept thinking of nonsensical stories and reasons

why my personality is like that.

Example, because I always get startled and scream,

she says that is because in my previous life,

I was a mute.

-______-

She asked me to say out some of my characteristics.

So i asked,

Why am I

1. Kaopei and Loud

2. Emotional

3. Not filthy rich

4. Haven't found Mr Right.

5. Rough/Tomboyish

 

Then she started her story ( in Mandarin):

"In your previous life, you were a princess.

And you were the youngest of all.  Because you were

the youngest, your parents didnt want you.

So they sent you to a faraway place.

The reason why you are kaopei is because

you were a mute, .

The reason why you are emotional now is because

you had an emotionless expression last time.

In your previous life,you found a very handsome Prince Charming

and he saved you.

You are rough because in your previous life, you were gentle.

See, I can be an excellent scriptwriter/director right?"

then i asked ," How come so many people say when i don't smile,

I look sulky?"

Then she's like " Because in your previous life you always smile."

then I'm like "I thought you said my i had an emotionless expression

in my previous life?"

Then she went " Okay. In your previous life, you smile all the time

and thats your only expression."

 

and i was like "-_____________________-"

 

if you actually read until here,

YOU MUST BE REAL BORED.

Because I myself am bored of writing this whole lame and

ridiculous dialogue.

 

My eyes hurt.

 

TTFN,

Tina,out.

Hola!

My mom was talking to me about this overseas article she read

about this man who experienced severe chest pains

and vomited blood and was sent to the hospital for

emergency surgery.The doctor was expecting to

remove a tumour from his lungs and to his surprise,

he found a FIGPLANT growing inside his lungs!

Apparently. he accidentally swallowed a fig seed.

and the fig plant was pressing on his capillaries.

The doctor later told the reporters that he was

really amused and surprised.

But what AMAZES me was, how the h'll did

that fig plant PHOTOSYNTHESIZE?

sunlight? or was this some GM seed

adverseconditioning-tolerant?

Suddenly the eight wonders of the world

seem like meagre crap compared to this.

Back to NORMAL/COMMON happenings.

 

Went to school today with strained eyes and uncompleted homework.

During Straits' Times reading, Celestine felt pain in her heart

and short of breath, So she kept lying on me.

Then after that, she told Kaixin and Kaixin was like

laughing at the fact that Celestine told me she wasn't feeling

well yet i continued reading my papers like nothing was going.

And i found that pretty amusing. LOL.

I dontknow,sometimes i have no idea of my actions.

Anyway,accompanied her to the toilet then back to the classroom

first and she became worst and her head started hurting.

Fed her panadol with yonglin's waterbottle.

Finger-massaged her head at points i felt she will feel pain.

And yonglin's bottle is seriously filled with bacteria/germs/viruses.

Yonglin just recovered from hives,

Celestine felt sick

and i used his bottle to gulp down my stomach tablets so

we three shared the water and its filled with FULL OF GERMS.

 

Oh and because Geetha always had migraine,

i always get gastric and yonglin just had hives.

So we came up with nicknames(warning:ultra-lame)

Geetha is called "Migrina", I'm "Gastrica" and

yonglin's "Hives Christian Anderson" ( after the author)

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This is like the lamest post ever.

 

 

 

Hasta La Proxima,

Tina.

 

 

(cause in your eyes i like to stay.)

Parasite Bastard,

By fuck's law,what right do you have to show attitude or

ignore others and be unfriendly?

You are not part of my family.

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.

You are just an outsider who stays in my house

and eat our stuff, take the whole sofa to yourself

and watch tv and play games whole day

without lifting a finger in the house or

go out to work?

you're a good for nothing who lives on others.

you bleed others dry.

Im part of this house

and this is my home.

You jolly well fucking respect me

or just buzz off.

I HAVE TOLERATED YOU FOR TWO YEARS PLUS AND YOU HAVE EXCEEDED MY THRESHOLD. 

IM GONNA SCREAM AT YOU TONIGHT IN FRONT OF MY WHOLE FAMILY SO I CAN EMBARRASS YOU THOROUGHLY.

 

I can't stand you staying in my house

just because  you are my sister's boyfriend.

It doesnt mean we treat you as family.

Your inconsiderate ways and your childish talk

just irks me, my second sis and my mom.

everytime when things go wrong b/t you and my sis,

instead of trying to make things better,

you make things words by your childish words

and attention-seeking self mutilation,

what are you? 13 years old?

Stop acting emo and self-pitying yourself

bout your life, family and lamenting on how you want

to die by writing it on your msn display name or facebook?

oh for goodness sake, you should just start eating

your guts out now since you long to perish soooo much.

 

Don't act all goody two shoes in front of my dad

and polite in front of my mom yet mean to me.

We KNOW YOUR TRUE COLOURS.

you son of a bitch.

You better change for the better

or just simply fuck off soon.

 

How is it possible that a guy in his 20s can be so much

less mature than a 16year girl?

You and my sister are irritating me with

your constant quarrelling in my house.

its fucking dramatic and you deliberately

try to threaten my sis with your life and

cut your arms and so on.

youre stupid and retarded.

NUS grad doesnt make you a success,

arrogant fucker.

A lil bit of friction with my sis

and you removed the "in a relationship"status

from facebook.   total immature behaviour.

Youre a failure. so damned doomed.

AND THE WORST THING?

MY SIS WILL SIDE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.

 

I played slut to someone who played bitch with me in school.

I can easily do that at home too.

I'll make life difficult for you.

Very Difficult.

Watch Me.

 

 

Venting,venting, venting

and im sick of people saying that because im a catholic, so i cant do this do that. just fuck off. 

Tina,out..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Locations:

St Luke's Hospital. ( photos of class)

Raffles City (photos of Jocelyn and I)

Bus back to school ( photos of weicheng,samuel,jocelyn and i)

Left physics lesson halfway yesterday

at 11am with brenda because its...

the DRAMA SYF!  (((:

We got the props ready

and i felt quite a stranger there.

it didnt feel like drama.

perhaps its due to the fact that i havent been to drama for very long.

and the newcomers changed the atmosphere.

but well, these batch are fun peeps too!

i regret not being able to juggle both tabletennis and drama

like in the past where i headed to tt on wed and drama on fri

cause i got hooked to the sport.

but whats done is done.

backstage,prop carriers,makeup artist,whoever

who helped, we're a TEAM!;)

well, kudos to all!(:

whatever the results,

you ROCK SOCKS!(:

 

I needed to leave early halfway so

i could go home to take a bath before i headed back to school for

the maundi thursday church visitation.

we took a bus and my dad gave me lots of shillings

and i bought tons of snacks from the drinks store.

sha had to give me the bag where they stuffed the snacks on display.

hahaah,

then we boarded the bus.

and mr er started speaking on the bus mic like a tour guide,

not directionally but rather spiritually.

then bryan, winnie,samuel and i started singing hymns throughout the journey.

i even started singing "o holy night" well, his birth is relevant, if not

easter  wouldnt have been possible in the first place!

the response this year was quite good.

huge bus and packed bus too(:

 

then we went to church of st peter and paul for mass.

and dang, it was hot and we had no seats.

but we still participated nevertheless(:

then we went for dinner at a nearby foodcourt.

we were divided cause of the crowd and i sat with 7 others.

bryan,winnie,simone,sarahlee,jonathan seah and two other juniors.

bryan suggested everyone call rice and just a "pheng heeie"(stingray)

but i felt that it was too lil so i suggested calling different types of dishes

and everyone just share.

mr Er gave the treat.

he passed 50 bucks to me to manage. and we used it all up.

hahah, sesame chicken, pineapple rice, kailan,fried rice,black pep udon,

dumplings and more i think plus drinks. FULL FULL.(:

and i heard that samuel got shushed by an old lady sharing the next table with him.

pity.0.0

we headed to st joseph's church and cathedral of the good shepherd(where the archbishop lives)

and then throughout the whole visit we had a fun and meaningful time.

bryan and winnie,samuel and the others are really a fun lot to be with.

they brighten up your day.

then we headed back up to the bus.

.

samuel tried to belt out "you raise me up" by

josh g, and the result?

simone and winnie plugging in their earphones

and i whipping out my phone to start blasting

"Pokerface" by Lady GaGa. (thanks mason for the song again)

We reached school at approx 930pm and

Simone's dad then drove me home.

Thanks again yeah.

 

and when i reached home

and guess what?

my sister got an early mother's day pressie for my

mom(duuuh) and its a .................................

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

 

RABBIT!

and since its nearing Easter,

thus we called it....................

you got it right and obviously,

.

.

.

 

EASTER SWEE.

 actually my mom wanted it to be called

"Nana" but my sister said it was common.

but apparently when we tested it on the bunny,

it responded to "Nana" but not Easter.

So we decided,

Easter's the official name,

while Nana's the nick.

mymy, my rabbit's assiociated to Fionella Foo.

will it start screaming " huan lo" in the middle of the night?

like a Fionella Foo?

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK.

 

well and guess what,

.

.

.

 

IM SCARED OF ANIMALS.

i dont even dare to kill an ant with my finger,

with a shoe yes. but nono, no direct contact!

and hell yeah, im scared of this rabbit just as

its fear of me.

and because the rabbit didnt have a cage ysd,

i had to lock myself up in the room.

and to attempt overcoming my phobia of animals,

i tried to feed it a veg with my mom holding on to it,

and when it got  hole of it, i closed my eyes

and almost wanted to scream and quickly back off

and my mom could see i amost plunged into a nervous attack.

well, thats how im scared of animals.

loser,failure,ridiculous,chicken,humji, call me whatever.

but im just like that.

mmm yeah.

 

So because i could not help in taking care of this

with affection and stroking etc,

i did the "admin" work.

...

(sidetrack,later then head back to bunny news)

after attending Good Friday service at

St Annes with Geetha and Simone,

we headed to Rivervale Mall;s KFC for lunch.

then we went to a nearby playground and Geetha

suggested giving prank calls to our classmates

with the private number function on her phone.

So i did the job.

she dialled and i changed my voice into a whiny and

kawaii tone

and fooled celestine,jonathan liew,weicheng,yonglin,daryl song.

i scolded them in mandarin "i waited for you for so long ,why arent you here?"

for weicheng and iforgot who ,it was " why didnt you pick up my calls?"

and their replies were H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S.

Taiyang's question was in english and different.

it was " hi, would you like to come for an audition to be a model in Teenage magazine

today?"

and she replied seriously.

"Sorry no thanks"

so it was -________________-

 

back to the bunny,

i contacted jonathan seah many times today

because his aunt owns a pet shop called JJ's Ark

opp Nativity's Church.

Easter needs grooming and a new cage

but they closed halfday cause they needed to go

for good friday service.

so my sis got the cage from compass point

but the grooming should be done at his aunt's shop

by their groomer.

I hope the groomer would be really gentle.

cause Easter is really timid and gets frightened by a lil

noise easily.

this is due to the trauma she faced in her previous home.

Her previous owner's mother had a dog and the dog frequently frightened her.

so this owner, a 13year old girl had no choice but to sell it away.

thats when my sister bought it from her.

when my sister came home, the 13year girl smsed her

to take care of it well.

So sweeet(: it shows how much she loves her rabbit.

 

 

okay, have to visit st luke's home tomorrow morning

as part of CIP.

 

Adios Bonitos!

Dulce En Sue O.

Went to watch Detroit Metal City late at night

with my family.

I'll give a rating of 3.5/5.

The humour is real good.

But now and then it gets a lil draggy.

Its bout this farmboy (played by the "L" guy from

Deathnote) who is sissy-like and very musically-inclined

to classical music and light pop music.

But when he heads off to Toyko after his studies

in hope of realising his dream with the

"no music, no dream" notion,

he ends up being the lead singer

of the satanic deathmetal band,

Detroit Metal City.

Through many dampers and broken hearts

and funny moments,

he finally realises his dream was just nowhere far.

With a sadistic female boss and music which goes

" KILL KILL KILL. F*** all women"

and stuff like that,

i donno whether to get digusted or laugh my head off

at the presposterous lyrics.

 

Simone came to my church today for mass.

Hope she gets touched by the Holy Spirit soon

and get converted![;

 

Oh and in my previous post,

i wrote bout my outing with sarah

it was fun but we realised that our

outings seems to end soon.

);

or is it that we got too engrossed in having fun

that time just passes so quickly?\:

 

oh and 3people mistooked me for sarahlee

on friday.

i feel good.

hahahah, cause she is so skinny,

but yeah, i should stop deceiving myself.

-_______________-

 

 

 

meaningful song playing on my blog now.

its called Glitter In the Air by P!nk.

i like it when lyrics are deeply-thought out

and special.

Glitter in The Air - P!nk

 

Thank God It's Friday!

Thank God I'm Female!

 

Today Chinese,Maths,English and Chem

seemed to brisked by extremely fast.

Before you know it its 20mins gone.

And by the time you look at the clock again,

its 55mins gone.

YAYE-NESS.

It shows i was concentrating on the lesson.

 

Mrs Chang promised to let me do the Differentiation test today

after school as i was absent on tuesday,

But after school, she just MIA-ed.

Aint in staffroom, nor canteen.

She did not respond to my phone calls

nor messages either.

-________________-

I feel relieved that i didnt have to take it,

at the same time i felt "incomplete".

 

Went for table tennis and played a while

with Simone. Was getting the fun and concentration of it

when she decided not to play anymore.

)=

Then Yujun came along and played.

Hahah, although she kept on blindly

hitting the tabletennis balls, but

it wass quite funny to watch if you were there.

Then JingCheng came along to have a go at the

"TableOfGlory".

Oh yah, talking bout that show,

which telecasts at 9pm on weekdays,

Its kinda exaggerating at times.

And Xiaofen's (teresa) acting is terrible.

Im sorry, ,but its just... eeew.

 

Waited for SarahLeeKH to finish her aft prog

at 4pm

then we headed off to suntec while moronGWEE

and tortoise headed to chengsan library.

 

And guess what ,im now at a library too

with TDG( sarah). its just a lil far off in the

esplanade, but its still a library.

-_____________-

anyway,  we had fun snapping shots in

front of Esplanade.

 

Hahah, and we're wearing the same shirt now.

She gave me her blueeagles shirt

cause IM HER GIRLFRIEND.

its a girlfriend tee and no, we're not

lesbos,doofus.

and we look forward to every friday afternoon,

cause we decided to go somewhere faraway

every friday

to enjoy and escape from the clutches

of the olevel monster.

RAWRRRRRR. 

 

Now we're going to look at some other blogs.

And to someone out there,

DO NOT GET JEALOUS AT THE FACT THAT SARAHLEE
GAVE ME HER SHIRT. WAHAHAHA.

OUCH ,she just hit me on the arm....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!